I just left the welding lab at school after doing the midterm. And I'm not too happy right now, in fact I'm kind of dissappointed with myself.

I didn't pay close enough attention to or misread  the diagram of all the welds we were to do and I just got in a hurry and welded one of the welds in the wrong position.

I was so sure that I had passed and was so proud 'til one of my classmates pointed out the mistake. I asked Roger, our instructor, about it and he said it will probably cost me a half a grade point.

So, now I am thinking I probably got a two-five or lower, meaning I might not have even passed. I think I'd be  very lucky to get a three-point on it.

God, what a freaking bummer. I got myself all worked up about it earlier this month, I should have known I was going to fuck up. Everytime I get excited and think something good is going to happen to me stuff like this happens. Why do I even let myself get excited in the first place? I mean I must have ginxed myslef or something.

And on top of that I burnt my thumb and middle finger. I'm really feeling kind of shitty right now after all that.

I could use a drink right about now.

AGGGGHHHH  FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Mark