"It's brilliant, being depressed; you can behave as badly as you like. " -- Nick Hornby

Coral and i are still broke up. there is a good chance we will be getting back. we talked all last week and were cool but there were the awkward parts. but then coral calls me and says that because she has so many feelings for me she doesn't think we should talk, she says loving me is too hard. i say that i think that this is one solution to the problem but i don't think it is the best. i say that i think she wants to be with me but is fighting it bacause of all the shit. she says she doesn't know what she wants and needs time to get her shit together. i said ok, i'll wait. she asks if i will give her a week. i said she can take all the time she needs. she set herself the deadline of a week. this was friday. i broke the rules and text messaged her a couple times which she called to find out what they meant once. so now i am playing the waiting game.

P.S. the subject of this blog comes form the name of my favorie internet cafe which i am at right now. it is the coolest and only place like it in Lansing.