"It's brilliant, being depressed; you can behave as badly as you like. " -- Nick Hornby

Ok, Lately I have been kind of an emotional mess. Tuesday night I couldn't sleep and was up all night and ended up crying my eyes out.
Wednesday, I started out the day feeling depressed then felt really good then I started to feel really lonely.
Last night I listened to Jack Johnson's 2003 album "On and On". Man, I forgot how great that album is. I mean when your feeling down and just want to listen to some sad slow music while you mope, you really can't beat "On and On".
Today, I'm feeling pretty good. But I have no energy. It feels kind of like a Monday to me.

Anyways, total subject change.  Sunday is Mother's Day. May 15 is my parents 28^th  wedding anniversary and May 17  is my mom's birthday. I wonder if Hallmark makes a card that covers all three. You know like "Happy Mother's Anniversary Birthday Day" card. That would be awesome. But, of course, no one but me is really that cheap and lazy so I may have to figure something out so that I don't look like a forgetful, unloving son. Plus my mom is the most loving, forgiving ,and all around best mother a guy like me could ask for, she deserves all of it and more.
Anyone have any god ideas for mothers day and all that?

Mark

[update: BTW I just changed my settings so that non-Mindsayers can read this blog. It's been so long that I think the people (more specifically, person) I was trying to keep from reading this got the hint. However, i will still be making about a quarter of my entries "friends only". And if I notice people that I don't want reading this again I may change it back. Just thought I give you all the 411]