after leaving the coffee shop (where i write this blog)  and heading home yeasturday i starting thinking. i was thinking about all of the drama i've had to deal with since this break up shit started. i was thinking about how it never seems to stop. i was thinking about how much i love Coral and how much this all has taken out of me. and then i finally though about how, despite how much i love her, it is beyond time for me to say good bye.