As I was saying...

I sent Coral a text message and saying that i think we need to say good bye because no matter what we do we aren't going to work and that this would be the best thing for us to do.

she replyed back that she has been trying to say that all along and that she agrees.

we sent a couple of polite messages back and forth. i said that i wish that things hadn't gotten this fucked up. that i wish i could undo our last date and that we could be happy again. i sent that not every dream can come true.

we messaged back abotu eight times berfore we said our final good byes. my last communication with her will be this and when i mail her a few DVD's she lent me almost a year ago.

God damn does love is sick . i think i am just going to stay single for a while. at least till i am over all this breakup drama with Coral.