ok the fight with coral was me acting like an ass hole. but that was in the past.

we worked it out. and i am so very sorry. i love this girl and would do anything for her. i hate the thought of hurting her but, unfortunately, we have hurt each other way to much. we never mean to, she says or does something that pisses me off i lose my temper it snowballs from there. i'm sorry i told her that she has to change when she has done so much for me and i wouldn't change a thing because that would just ruine it. i'm sorry i brought up the bull shit of our past when i told her i would leave it behind us and start over.

by the way, bastard is my chicken. in "back to the future" Michael J. Fox's character hates being called chicken. i hate being called bastard. i lose my temper like that when people call me a bastard. i don't know why it's not really that much of a pride thing and all that stuff i just hate being called a bastard.

coral please forgive and forget.

oh and to the guy who replied to my last blog "forget about brian, has she told you about josh", you don't know us and you have no room to butt in.